Friday, August 03, 2012

Sing with me now....


37 late last night on the bike.
15 on my feet early this morning.
80 on the bike planned for tomorrow.

I'm worried I'm doing too much, training for both a 50k trail run and a 100 mile ride.  I'm worried I'm doing too little and will be undertrained for the individual events.  Last night I was worried I was trashing my quads for this morning's run.  Today I'm worried that my run tired my legs out and I'll bonk on the ride tomorrow.  I'm worried about going so slow.  I'm worried that I have to walk often so my ITB doesn't explode.  I'm worried about the niggling pain on the bottom of my foot.  I'm worried I'll do both events but it won't be pretty.  I'm worried about failing.  I have a huge fear of failure.


So, everybody sing with me now...

I can almost seeee it
That dream I'm dreeeaaaming but
there's a voice inside my head saying
"You'll never reach it."
Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
lost with no direction.
My faith is shaking.
But Iiiiiiii
I gotta to keep trryyying
Got to keeeep my head held hiiiigh

Because

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it moooooove
Always going to be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm going to have to loooooose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the Cllliiiiiimb.

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knick me down but
no, I'm not breaking.
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most....
...just got to keep going
And Iiiiiiiii
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing oooooon

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it moooooove
Always going to be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm going to have to loooooose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other siiiiiiide
It's the Cllliiiiiimb.




Don't stop now....go one more....



And in spite of because of everything, I'm grateful...


Rock what ya got! =)